Blessing in disguise..

When i am alone,
my mind wanders,
what to do,
whom to talk to,
to read,
or to walk,
to scratch the walls,
or to chalk,
More blood gushes through my vain,
as i try to reduce the pain,
Trying to think,
I reached a stack in my brain,
Back to those days, when we used to walk down the lane,
Together we laughed, lovely moments we shared,
We loved, we fought but we really cared,
Casanova was me, flirting was the job to be done,
But her love was the reason to change and get stuck with one
Days passed we got more close,
Whenever i fell ill she was the only dose,
For every fight, a kiss from her could solve all,
And soon our hands were clinched for a stroll,
Gone were such days after we had a terrible fight,
and we decided not b in each other's sight,
we parted but her love remined within,
Wherever i went, something went missing,
It was her all the time,
The moments we shared were worth uncountable dime,
Her rememberance pinched me so hard, i fumbled a lamenting tone,
Its uniqueness bewildered me and i decided to hone,
Each day i used to think of her and those times,
And soon composed kinda song consisting of rhyms.
With all my shattered heart and in her memory,
I launched this incidental song,
That soon hit the chartbursters
And pleased a throng,
One day, performing at a big event, i realised,
How my name became italicized,
It is all the power of LOVE,
Who says it has all the pain,
if even it has.. it somewhere leads to gain :)